london's weather is so screwed up that i'm wearing a winter jacket and scarf to work now. everyone at work is really nice to me. well except one of the stupid pharmacists and one of the perfume girls who refused to include me in her conversation with another perfume girl wtf.
just so everyone knows, i work 9 hour shifts with 1 hour lunch break and 1 hour paid study break. it sounds okay but let me tell you, i have to stand for the remaining 7 hours. i can't sit at all! but so far there are a lot of things i thought i knew but doing it in practice seems so much more relevant and much more meaningful compared to doing it all in theory, u know? i actually feel i'm helping people, and that i really know some stuff. i even got praised for my work
the group pharmacy manager said i was doing really well considering it's my first day and the dispenser said i'm a good girl and i'm a really fast learner i never thought i'd get praise for anything related to my uni work wtf.yeah anyway so this is a brief update on what's going on with me now. sorry about not replying some of the comments, i'm really really really busy and even right now i'm squeezing in some time before my bedtime to blog about my life. i'm still getting used to it all. i don't have a phone yet because again, i'm really busy. i have to get used to the routine: wake up at 815am, make bread and coffee for lunch cuz i'm kote wtf, brush teeth/bathe, change - choose outfit and put on makeup, choose shoes, choose a coat, grab my packed lunch and required stuff and go out at 915 - 920, catch a bus, go to the tube station, take the tube, change stations, take the tube again, and walk into my store at 1030. i finish at 730 this week and by the time i get home it's already 9, so i would be really tired.
too tired to even think about the loneliness. i guess it's the fact that my brother is a constant companion that keeps me from feeling the pain. but after talking and skyping to pugin just now, and i know he's sad, and that makes me sad too. so now, for the first time since i came here (well not considering the time i left the airport because i was sobbing uncontrollably until i reach my aeroplane seat wtf) i am feeling the little pangs of real pain.
and i think it's just gonna get worse.
posted by tze @ 4:28 AM
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